Just coming from today's work, I felt so depressed, sad and anxious. I don't why, maybe because of the sudden pour of rain, the heavy traffic jam along highway, the piles of work at the office and some people who are not considerate at all and they are just being insensitive to others' situation. It is not everyday that you may experience smoothness, and it's not perfect after all. I kept asking for myself...why am I here in this kind of situation? I could have chosen to stay but I choose another way. I could have use my freedom and will to do what I want and go anywhere I wish but then again certain limitations must be consider first. I could be someone else that I want to become but I am just myself striving to be the best person I can. I am after all a human being.
If I have chosen to stay, I maybe in a situation where everything is perfectly fine, needs are provided, just having fun and play and socialize with people in leisure and just enjoying life. Ces't la vie! Reality bites....I did not choose this way. I am not complaining. This has given me a reflection about the path less traveled. The path which is God's way.
I chose this way because God knows where I can find myself, my inner wants, my happiness. He knows me ever since in the beginning of my life's conception. How could this be when all of the things uncertain comes along the way bombarded my being? It could be discouraging but again, God knows where He is leading me and all I can do is trust Him. How long? He knows the right time. He knows the right place. He knows everything about me, my strengths and weaknesses and I believe in Him. He is the way, the truth and the life and I believe at the end of this road...I shall dwell in his lovely place and counting my days with Him and serving Him alone.
I am glad to have chosen this road...
